Listen to my heartbeat, it's beating for upu
Listen to my heartbeat, it's waiting for upu
You stepped up to me and told me it would forever be like that
All the possibilities, opened up Oh~
You can’t escape I got you- Under upu
It's you,
It's you,
I don't need anything else, it's only upu
When you ask again, it's only upu
I can't forget upu, I can't turn back around
Oh whatever anyone anyone says
It doesn't matter to me
Even when my heart sets on fire, my dry lips wear out
Even when I'm born again, it's still only you
I keep praying, don't forget it, baby we keep the faith eternally!
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
I I I first
For you for you for you I fell
Fell fell fallen upu
Upu is pain, Upu is over
Upu is pain,pain, over, upu (break it)
You are full of Mystery, Mystery, Mystery, Mystery,
You came and stepped on my heart on the way
I can’t even escape it now
I don’t fall behind, I’m still useful, I haven’t died yet
because of you, my body destroyed, my dream disappeared, my mind lost
No No
You are my heart heart heart breaker i don’t know what i did wrong
You are my heart heart heart breaker no way no way
I'm a loner, I'm a loner.
I'm a loner being sad at upu, shedding tear at upu,
Sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight.
One two three four five six seven night,
I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.
Why you make me suffer,
I'm gonna be ok,
Without you, i'll go on form 6
I don't need you
It's you, even you turned your head against me,
It's you, I can't let you go even i die,
In the start I gone crazy for you, you are my mirotic
Sorry sorry sorry sorry, I I I I I I I first fell for you,
Don't leave me upu
I'm a loner

(Crazy mashup of several song's lyrics, the product of being too bored and stuck up in house, copyrights reserved, haha, i'm sure you guys know what song right?)

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Fishy donghae, Don't cry!


Crazy.

The crazy wait of form 6, upu, super junior's 4th album, dream concert, ukiss Malaysia fanmeet.

Torturing...

Good, i;m getting emo again

April is ending soon,welcome May,
where Hankyung's leaving,
Sj's 4th(probably last album is releasing),
I'm crying because Sj's gonna disband,
Crazy form 6 life is starting,
Upu's results(Probability of getting it is 0%),
Still thinking whether to buy ukiss fanmeet tickets,

Today, i read the sad post again, emo-ing...


Kyungie in hospital, i think?



Skip this if you are not interested
It has mentioned many many times already, 4th album very probably is the last album.

There're so many reasons behind this :

- Hangeng left,
- Old members have to enroll into army after 4th albums,
- Some members have to continue their career in other aspects like acting (Heechul,Siwon,Kibum) or MC (Leeteuk,Kangin,Shindong,Eunhyuk) ect.

Originally, SJ is a multi-talented group. They don’t focus on just singing and dancing more likely a boy Band TVXQ. SM has tried to spread these 13 members into different areas all over Europe and Asia in each every field Of their Talent . After the 4th album they hardly have a chance to get together for a reason of achieving their further dreams and career.

It’s hard to explain this very clearly, but one thing for sure, Korean and Chinese ELF are ready for this last album already.

How about you? are you ready too? if ever this Rumor is true that the 4th album is going to be the last ALBUM of SuJu- ELF all Over Asia and Across The Europe must get ready as well.

It's hard to explain this very clearly, but one thing for sure, Korean and Chinese ELF are ready for this last album already. How about you? What SJ in your mind is all started from "Sorry Sorry" only. Please trust Korean and Chinese ELF . We followed SJ for years already. We are telling you the reality by our observation.

This is ELFs Conversation :

E.Z. : “while waiting for Sujus 4th album—
we are also waiting for a group that are going to disband.
we cant do anything but just helping them to achieve their goal T_T
we should be happy.”

M.F.: that’s what i want to tell you guys dun ask :what can i do to stop them disbanding.

EZ : whenever that time comes… can we be still friends?
all of elf?

[end]

E.Z.: thanks for the message… but it keeps me sad.T_T
the last album T_T

M.F. : it’s sad but true korean and chinese noticed about this long long time ago.

E.Z. : what are we going to do if they got disbanded…?T_T

M.F : nothing can do just like what tvxq fans right now,they can keep their faith onlywhat we can do is to cherish 4th album, i think SJ won’t disband, but they will have solo activities instead of working together

E.Z. : … wish they look forward for a comeback.

M.F. : who?

E.Z. : suju…

Q:There's no news from allkpop.There's no news from SME or SJ.
A:That's normal.Have you heard any news about "TVXQ's lawsuit" before they have arguments with SME?Before H.O.T disbanded,who knew they would broke up?(Fans of them please don't mind.I'm just giving examples)Who can be sure that the band will be together or seperate 1 year later?No one knows the future.

Q:I don't believe this until SJ say that.
A:Reading my message makes you cry already.It's hard to imagine if SJ tell you by their mouths.By the way,most of the time,SJ can't express their actual ideas because they're idols.They have to behave well and take care what they have said(Korean Antis are terrible).They're unable to tell what they want in their hearts.How can you expect them to tell you this?That's why we have to observe by ourselves.

Q:Sub-group will perform while Heechul and Teukie's going to the army for a time.
A:Yes,but what about the other members?When the 2 old members back,younger members have to join the army as well.Don't forget we have 13 members.When will be the day of their reunion?

Q:I don't think 4th album will be the last.SJ won't disband.
A:This is just a RUMOR.I haven't said SJ will disband.However,after 4th album,they probably have solo or sub-group activities instead of working together.It's hard to see the "entire" SJ again.Isn't this the last chance?Think about it.

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I believe all of us love SJ.The main reason is:unlike other groups,SJ is a big family.They are 13 people,work together,play together,laugh together and cry together.It's really sad to see them seperate,right?

Don't ask "What can I do to stop them disbanding?"
Please ask "What can I do to make the 4th album no.1 and have the best 5th year anniversary?"
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It's simple.The answers are here:

(1)Buy original albums(Version A) which are imported from Korea.Don't buy albums from your own countries.
Reason:Only Korean original albums(Version A) are counted into the Korean sales chart.The albums that buying from your countries are only counted into overseas' sales chart.Make bulk order from Korean music stores is the only way to help the sales volume and make SJ win.
(For more,please refer to the following link:
http://www.facebook.com/notes.ph ... ote_id=308348198450)

(2)Register for accounts.
Reason:We need accounts for voting and "trial listen".
(For more,please refer to the following link:
http://www.facebook.com/pages/EL ... 332877665637?ref=ts)

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While waiting for the 4th album,we are also waiting for a group that have a risk to disband in the unknowable future.

We are fans only.We aren't the one to make decision.We can't stop SJ to disband;We can't stop Hangeng to pursue his own happiness;We can't be sure there will be 5,6,7,8,9,10....Albums.
(One of my friends is TVXQ's fan.She always reminds me:Let them be the champion by all means when they're still on the stage.)

Please make all your effort to let SJ win in all Korean music ceremonies.At least they can leave with victory. If this is going to be the last album,why not make it the best one and end it with the love of all ELF?Why not make sure there's no any regret.

No one knows the future.
We can't make too much assumptions.No matter the "5-year curse" is true or not,it's always our duty to make them no.1 before they say 'goodbye' on stage.

Are you ready now?If ever this Rumor is true that this will be the last album of SJ,ELF all Over Asia and Across The Europe must get ready.

We are fans only.We are not the one to make decision.
BUT we are the one to make SJ feel proud of ELF!

Come on!Let's buy Korean albums,vote and do "trial listen"!
Make 2010 becomes our era!

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If you still got questions,feel free to send me a message.I'll reply you as soon as possible.
(I don't think I'm saying something negative.At least the Korean and Chinese ELF feel the same with me.
I swear:What I have said are facts.Sorry again to make you guys cry.Hwaiting for SJ!)

Recommendable MV:One Love
Some of you may not notice it~~~
(2:56-3:13)Part of the lyrics:SJ to the E,to the H.
[E means Eteuk; H means Hyun]

This song (composed by Eunhyuk) was released in 2008 when the rumor of adding new members went around.Everyone were worried but SJ expressed their feeling and comforted us secretly.
SEE!SJ has promised us "Only13"!So let's 13elieve^__^

*[thx again micheLLe for shared~]


this is NOT NEWS!!

this is my comment >> i dun wanna say that SJ must be together FOREVER as a group for my own sake..cuz they have their own dream..they have their own happiness..

IN THE FUTURE..siwon said he want 2 be an actor..teukie said he want to be an MC..kangin said he want 2 be d DJ..shindong, sungmin and yesung said they want to be businessman..

i cant be egoist person..i'LL support whatever SJ's do..NOT SM DO!!BECAUSE IM AN ELF!!i'LL support whatever they said..i'LL support whatever their decision..i'LL support everything d best vo them..

it doesnt matter they'LL disband or not..my Love vo them stiLL d same..my Love vo them wouLdnt change..

even they r not Longer in 1 group *Later* i'LL stiLL support aLL of them..

ELF n SJ forever ♥
Taken from Facebook(Get ready for super junior 4th album)


'All...p' is biased, they are a bit negative towards dbsk and sj...
I'm so getting ready to breakout...
And the war!!!
The war of making sj the best in 2010, the war of getting crazy 4.0 in stpm
Getting ready to be broke too, buying sj's con dvd, 4th album...

It's a crazy world...

I'm gonna be strong

Fine, breaking up is better
This was going to happen between us anyway
You were going to do this anyway
This is better, better than falling deeper in love anyway
I think of it as fortunate, that's why I'm okay

I gave you all my all
I believed you so I gave you my all
But you threw that away
I gave you my everything
So I'm gonna be okay

I'm gonna be okay
I'll be okay
Gonna be okay
Baby without you
Without you
Baby without you
Without you

Without you, I'll be cooler
More cooler
I'm going to stand up
Without you
I'll live on
Without you

Listen, everything happens for a reason
Everything happens for a reason
This is the last time you'll meet another man
Your words don't even make sense
Just turn around
It hurts me too much
I don't want to see you anymore

I was being fooled all this while
I didn't even know who you were
But I know now
You don't know love
So that's why I'm gonna be okay

Gonna be okay
I'll be okay
Gonna be okay
Baby without you
Without you
Baby without you
Without you

Without you, I'll be cooler
More cooler
I'm going to stand up
Without you
I'll live on
Without you

Why are you doing this to me, why?
Why do you have to do this to me, make me cry?
Was it enough to throw everything we had?
All of the times we were together
And the times we can never be together again
Aren't they wasteful, to you?
Does it not matter to you?
Even now, are you okay without me?

I'm gonna be okay
Gonna be okay
I'll be okay
Gonna be okay
Baby without you
Without you
Baby without you
Without you

Without you, I'll be cooler
More cooler
I'm going to stand up
Without you
I'll live on
Without you


I'm not ok. All my applications had been rejected.
I think i start to love 2pm more? Maybe because pity?
I don't really like them, even detest them when they debuted
Joonee, remember when we're singing heartbeat in the middle of nowhere?
I miss that.
It seems sad that their fans, the fans who shouted i love you, the ones that buy their album, scream their names,crazy about them, turned their heads against them.
I think it's really sad right? Feels like betrayal
Imagine the one you love suddenly turn their heads against you
It must have hurt a lot, right?
Controversies sparks, that the lyrics are directed to Jaebeom, their former group member and leader, but to me, it seems like towards the antifans
It's really sad...
Dongbangshinki Fighting! I love breakout lyrics too!
They seems to convey their message through songs, like yoochun said,
i'll keep praying, don't forget it, baby we keep the faith eternally!
But see what? You three guys form a unit in Japan.
I have nothing to say, but i believe you gus wont breakup, will ya?
I think the same thing will happen to sj. No doubt
Hankyung will not be back, i'm 90% sure.
Who wants to go back to crazy schedule and crazy sleeping time?
Kyungie oppa had said that he;s leading a more normal life now, sleeping before 12 am, wake up at 7am
It may seem to be boring for us, but to them, it's like so precious to them to have a normal life
Sometimes i pity them, being a celebrity is not a bed of roses
For fans to scream your names when you sing, fans to support you,sacrifices must be made
Kyungie oppa, i'll always suppport you no matter what
Make the best choice for yourself.
I may not be suprise that one day i'll see you in malaysian cinemas, together with jackie chan in a movie!

Ahh, I seemes emo, according to Azrul, I'm not, just trying :)
Puahaha
See, I'm back to my ownself
Sometimes, i think i have a split personality
You dont get to see the other side...

I was coming up with some really weird post these days.
Too boring doing nothing at house

I was moping the floor,yes,with a cloth, my mom is a clean freak when i was thinking suddenly. Imagine moping the whole house with a cloth.

My choice to study form 6 and get admitted into msia uni on law, is it correct?
I was suddenly struck at the thought that i love science more,but i usually do better in non science subject...

And yes, i deleted the horrible post, it's too embarassing...
I think only joonee saw it? :)

I think i'll just have to crack my head to think before school starts again.
It's starting on 10th May. Just about 20 days more to go

I keep thinking and thinking about this matter. Again and Again...

But i'm confident that i can do well in arts, as well as in law, but then...
Science, i have no confident at all, I dont even think i can get a b in stpm

Anyway, 2pm releases their mini album!
Yeah, been waiting for long although i'm not really a fan of 2pm

I need some new songs to refreshen!
Really sad at the scene of kpop now, aih, sad
All the top groups creating problems, scandals, contract...
DBSK, Super Junior, 2pm...
Of course, most of them is not their problem but it really saddens the fans you know
Fans, unite !
Cassielf!Fighting!





Overall, it's not bad. Boleh tahan la, 2pm wor... JYP...
I dont really like their main song, Dont Stop, Cant Stop
But i like the lyrics:
So we don't stop, Can't stop, until we reach the top!
I think we should practise that in study too






I havent watch the mv yet, it's loading with turtle speed.
Seriously, Malaysia should fix the horrible speed of it's internet


I like this one the best although i havent listen to the others




It;s the same song i think, but more livier








Nickhun. I had my eyes on 2pm because of him.
Then I found that the other not bad too. :)
Mianhe suju oppas, I betrayed you. Just for a while la, I will always go back to you






Taecyeon. Kononnya, beastly. I dont really like their beastly image la
I prefer siwon's muscles. Haha






The youngest,Chansung.But he doesnt seem to be right?







Junho.At least he is the cutest besides Nickhun.He looks a lot like Rain, a bit la
Joonee see, it's your type!
The one whose eyes forms a line when smile! Haha

It's ching ming again.
(Ching Ming or Qingming, meaning clear and bright, is the day for mourning the dead, a day for Chinese families to visit our ancestors graves.)

Went back to Ipoh to pray my grandpa.
it's been 10 years since he left us.
I recalled back, that time i'm still an innocent kid who doesn't know anything about death,my cousin still thinks my grandpa is sleeping. :) It's normal for a kid right?
Not really sad at that time, i don't understand and am not closed to my grandpa.
He always call me the naughty girl, haha, i'm a bully.
He's happy because i'm the only grandaughter who speaks hokkien to him.He's hokkien, but none of his children speaks hokkien to him so he's ecstatic when my mom speaks. :)

The thought of ching ming reminds me of a poem.I 'm sure every chinese knows :)
I hate the fact that i got a b+ for my chinese!
It kinda ruin my chance for a scholarship! Arghh. Got to work hard lo

清明时节雨纷纷，
路上行人欲断魂。
借问酒家何处有？
牧童遥指杏花村。

It drizzles endless during the rainy season in spring,
Travelers along the road look gloomy and miserable.
When I ask a shepherd boy where I can find a tavern,
He points at a distant hamlet nestling amidst apricot blossoms.

The night before ching ming there is blackout in our house.
Don't know what happened, maybe the something wrong with the fuse?
It's 3hours worth of darkness.Aih
I used the shining star torch from sj con as a source of light, my mom is impressed with it's brightness. :)

The torch.


I read yesung's fanfic on my lousy netbook, it's so slow,it's my dad's originally, but he throws(not give, you know) it to me cause it's slow. Puahaha
There is an indian procession in front if my house, it's an indian festival i think?
I watched it in dark, they have it every year.

Today's hyukkie's bday! Happy 24th bday! Saengil chukkaehae!생일 축하!
Our dancing machine has grown up!I'm sure fans all around the world is celebrating! :)


We may not participate in your past, but we could change your future!
Our bejeweled prince, our dancing machine, our anchovy
Don't be shy because of your smelly feet, we don't mind :)
We understand you want to be the best, but don't overwork yourself
Rest whenever you need, remember, we'll always be by your side
싸움!


We may not participate in your past,
but we see the transformation from an anchovy to a bejeweled dancing machine













You always shine on stage




Eunhae forever! Fishy and anchovy do match.:)

Super Junior Super Show 2 DVD Meeting Super Junior Again! I want to meet DBSK too

:D